On to the main topic here. So today, while dreadfully bored this afternoon, I decided to lie down and watch some tv, well I was trying to take a nap, but it didn't work, this is why it did not work. While attempting to nap the Sun was seeping in through the blinds, this of course was because of the Daylight Savings yesterday which caused us to push the clock forwards, so that what was 6 is now 7, so since 6 is so bright, now it is 7 that is that bright. Anyways, even though I drew the blinds, Sunshine still managed to seep in through the ends of the blinds, and through the curtains that were hung on the living room door (basically see-through curtains), so this made it impossible to nap. Also it is now warm, not very warm though, I still need a jacket when going outside, as it is about 45-50 degrees, but it is still warm, and even warmer in the house with beautiful Sun rays (but bothersome) seeping in through the blinds and curtains. Now, I don't know if Sunshine and warmth causes this to anyone else, but I can't stand wearing clothes when it is warm out, or even partially warm out. I usually sleep in clothes in the winter, meaning short sleeved tee and pajama bottoms or even pants (I'll change my pants before bedtime, take them off, get a shower, and put on another pair so 2 pairs per day, wierd huh?), but in the Spring and Summer, and early Autumn, I just want to run around the house naked, or more so partially naked (I don't like sleeping in the nude because no one ever really knocks when going into my room and I'm not allowed to lock my door at not due to my grandparents irrational fear that a fire will start blazing in the middle of the night and that I, apparently to stupid, will not be able to unlock my door. Plus I'm sleeping on the couch because I killed a spider in my room, and I have an irrational fear of spiders, and yes, you heard me, I can, at times, be irrational, but only about spiders.), so I will generally sleep in the Spring, Summer and Autumn in panties and a tank top at night.
Anyways, unable to sleep I went back into my bedroom, despite my irrational fear of spiders both of my computers are in here, so I will continue to come in here, but will not sleep in here. Here in my bedroom I started messing around, and viewed some comments, mainly those on how I've gone "goth" again. Let me clarify this, I am not, nor will I ever be goth, and I never have been either. At the age of 12, for about 2 weeks, I pretended to be goth because I thought it was funny, however it did not work too well, seeing as at the age of twelve I had the appearance of a 9 or 10 year old. Anyways, the reason people say I am back to being "goth" is because I'm wearing black eyeshadow again, which is what I used to wear all the time, along with dark red, dark blue, brown, dark purple, dark green, dark whatever, etc, a few months ago, however stoppd and switched to lighter colors, or actually brighter colors, mainly bright pink, bright red, orange and yellow, though occasionally bright blue, green and purple as well. Well, anyways, I wore dark colors because I liked them, and wore bright colors cause I wanted to, never because I was goth or punk or whatever, but because it was my choice and I liked them. So now I am wearing my black eyeshadow/eyeliner combination again, which is my favorite classic combination, and I am doing so because it is my FAVORITE combination, not because I am emo, punk, goth or whatever else people want to classify me as, I'm not a test subject for, I am a girl with brown (well black now) hair, blue eyes, and short stature (5'2 O_o) who just wants to be left unclassified, OK.
Also just wanted to say, my spider bite, which I got while sleeping in my bedroom, is doing much better, it had gotten infected within hours of receiving it, it got infected apparently as I slept, with the Staph infection which the spiders must have transferred or something, and it had to be cut open, a small cut about a size of a pencils tip. Anyways, the bite was on my face, on my right cheek, however has almost completely healed, only the scab is left, and is no longer swollen, and the infection is gone. In about 4-5 days it should be completely healed and the scab will fall of itself, so no worries. It has been bothered at all, and was never to serious, so it shouldn't leave a scar, yay!
So, I think I am finished rambling, I decided to post what I consider to be far too long of a blog post mainly because this is my first real blog post, I've made others, just they weren't that serious, so, oh well.
Here is a picture of me from a couple of weeks ago while wearing a light orange eyeshadow
And this is me last year with the dark makeup that I use to wear, although this is done in a more Columbia (from The Rocky Horror Picture Show, she was played by Little Nell, duh!) fashion that I love, because I don't usually wear blush, or at least not that pinkish shade their. Usually it's more of the eye thing, don't really like blush too well. As you can see, Ialways have loved to make weird faces, which has not changed., and I doubt it ever will Anyways, if you managed to read this all the way through to the end, congratulations, you are very attentive, and I am amazed that you actually cared enough about such stupid things to read all the way through, and, for that, I thank you. @^_^@
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